Heather Hodges

Wondering How It All Fits Together

Thursday
2/21/2008

2:02 am

In Russia

After a very long journey I arrived in Moscow on Wednesday morning at 10am. My brother, Houston and I waited in line at immigration hoping our visas were in order so we could collect our luggage, exit customs and find our tour guide. We breezed through, got ALL our luggage and were greeted at the exit door by a lovely woman named Alla holding a sign that read “Heflin/Hodges.” The day was starting off well.

We traveled by car into Moscow, which took about an hour and half. Cars are becoming more and more accessible to the average Russian person, but the highway infrastructure was not built to hold the increasing volume of traffic. Thus, travel by car is arduous and very slow. Houston and I sat in the back seat (trying to hold down our breakfast) while the driver whipped in and out of lanes and our knowledgeable guide gave us brief lectures about the Orthodox church, Russian history, the Great Patriotic War (WWII), Russian culture and art, politics, Russian language, and international relations. Needless to say it was an information rich car ride.

As we neared the center of town we began to have glimpses of gold domed churches and the red brick wall around the Kremlin. Our driver, pulled over and we hopped out to walk the rest of the distance to Red Square. Snow began to lightly fall on the cobble stoned streets creating an ethereal, almost dreamlike quality to the day. We entered Red Square and I was met with the unbelievable view of St. Basil’s Cathedral. I have never seen a picture of it that has done it justice. Nor can words tell you how indescribably vivid the colors are and how distinctive and intricate the architecture is. The Russian’s consider it their 8th wonder of the world. I understand why.

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We walked the length of Red Square, where many decades ago tanks and troops also traveled on their way to meet Hitler. We paused at Lenin’s tomb, then took one more lingering look at St. Basil’s and ran inside a nearby shopping center for hot tea and to thaw out.

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After our break, we viewed the changing of the guard at the tomb of the Unknown Soldier outside the Kremlin wall.

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We then entered the Kremlin where we saw the largest canon that was never fired, and the largest bell that has never rung.

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Vladimir Putin’s presidential residency is also inside the Kremlin and it is flanked by canons.

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There are many churches inside the Kremlin walls and we visited the Church of the Assumption, where every tsar of Russia was crowned. Russian orthodox services are conducted while the congregation stands so the sanctuary is open and contains no pews or anywhere to sit. The walls are frescoed with stories from the bible and the Russian Orthodox church history.

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Next we visited the Armory, which is a treasure trove of Russian artifacts. There are gold carriages from the tsars, thrones, crown jewels, ancient weapons, costumes from Catherine the Great, beautiful religious artifacts, gold and silver gifts that were presented to the tsars from foreign diplomats and of course Faberge eggs. Visiting the Armory was the highlight of the day.

Tonight we will meet the Russian mentors from World Wide Youth Camps and begin our retreat /seminar. Thank you all for your prayers and support while I am away.

Thursday
2/14/2008

2:02 am

Getting Ready for Siberia

On Tuesday, February 19th I will be going to Novosibirsk, Russia to help lead a spiritual formation/team building retreat with World Wide Youth Camps. They are “an international missions ministry focused on planting the seed of Christ into the hearts of children of every tongue, tribe, and nation.” They host both summer camps and school-year retreats where children are taught the Bible and create spiritual friendships with mentors. These “in-country” mentors continue the work after the camps are over and offer a consistent presence in the lives of the children. World Wide Youth Camps also partners with orphanages to touch children and help them attend their programs. Finally, they recruit and develop international leaders and teams for short-term mission trips.

My brother, Houston Heflin, who is a minister in the Dallas area, will be leading the retreat next week. I’m very excited about this opportunity for several reasons. (1) I will experience another culture and walk along side Russian Christians on their journey to follow Jesus , (2) I will be able to build relationships with Russians who will be striving to live out their faith by caring for and loving orphans (3) I will spend a week with my brother while teaching about Jesus, (4) I get to see Red Square, the Kremlin, the Russian armory, St. Basil’s, and Siberia in the winter time.

The Lord has blessed me so abundantly and richly to be able to live this kind of adventure for Him. Please pray for my safety while I travel, for my preparation and presentation of the gospel, for Wade and the boys while I’m gone, and that those we work with on this retreat will be inspired to lead others to Christ. Thank you so much for your prayers and support of my ministry. Peace.

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The Kremlin

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Red Square

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St. Basil’s

 

Monday
2/11/2008

2:02 am

Goodbye to J.J.

Today Wade and I held Caleb’s hand and cried with him as he said goodbye to his friend, J.J. Over the course of this past week Caleb has learned what it means to lose someone you love, someone he saw almost everyday and had so much in common with. I in turn have learned unforgettable lessons from my six year old son. Not only did I learn important things about J.J., such as he liked to dip his food in yogurt and pear juice, he could not run outside when it was cold, and he loved Snoopy and Star Wars. But I also learned that sometimes there are no right words for a mother to say. I learned that you can’t always protect your young child from pain, but you must walk with them through it to reach peace and healing on the other side. I learned that children are beautifully resilient. I continue to know that I am not strong enough or wise enough or patient enough to attempt one day of parenting without the Lord. I praise God for sustaining me this week, and today especially.

Attending a child’s funeral is a life changing experience. I’ll never forget walking into the gym at Wright Christian and hearing the theme from Star Wars playing and seeing J.J.’s coffin draped in a Star Wars blanket and a large helium R2-D2 balloon hovering over it. He and Caleb would sit in class and draw the Death Star with Tie fighters and X-Wings swarming all around it, and they would debate who was the best Jedi ever, Yoda or Luke Skywalker. J.J. and Caleb loved Star Wars. I have never experienced anything more heart-wrenching than when we walked up to view J.J. and Caleb had me place his favorite toy light saber in the coffin with his friend. My heart simultaneously broke and burst with pride.

Through the whole day Caleb was very brave and thoughtful. We talked about how J.J. is safe with God now and that he will never have an asthma attack or be sad again. We talked about what a joy and a privilege it was to know J.J. even for a short time. He would tell me stories about a funny thing J.J. did at school and how J.J. liked to sing. I put him in bed tonight and he prayed, “Dear God, help J.J. have a good time in heaven with Jesus.” Amen.

Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers for J.J.’s family and for ours. “May the FORCE of JESUS CHRIST be with you always.” -from J.J.’s memorial.

Tuesday
2/05/2008

2:02 am

Your Prayers are Needed

I received the tragic news yesterday that Caleb’s best friend from his first grade class died on Sunday night due to complications from an asthma attack. It was very sudden. Please pray for the little boy’s family who are shocked and grieved by this horrible loss. Pray for Caleb, he is trying to figure out what all this means and how he is supposed to respond. Also, pray for the school that has been struck by a student’s death for the second time this year.